You cross my mind like you owe me a lifetime.
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Yes. Broken. We are all broken somewhere and stuck in the middle of nowhere. We are all incomplete people living incomplete lives. We try harder to mend our hearts, the pieces of yesterday, that swear is hidden deep inside. No matter how much you ignore through your boldness and strength. But yes, the fact lies here : The weakness that we hardly show to people around us, they believe in the truth that we pretend to share because it feels easy at the moment as you know, nobody would understand what you are going through. So you pretend to forget, to enjoy, to have fun and care less. Also hoping to be loved by someone who brought you to this phase. Ah. You break a little again. While you turn from being happy to believing "Sad is the new normal" to punishing yourself with all the hurt and anger. Though there is no law of breaking hearts but the love that still resides within has no affect on each other, all this is covered with a plastic of Ego/hurt that we don't hear or go to the person straight enough to say : " I Still Love You " As they say distance brings forward the love but we fear, the response, the feels, the pain and to be felt broken once again (maybe). . Cause, Love doesn't come with an expiry date but people does. Isn't it ? Making love to sobbing our hearts out wasn't easy. But a person leaving you with a 'no' to disbelieving your worth was. . . However, What if you give each other a second chance after breaking yourself into pieces for the only person who himself is broken? . . There is so much to see, to feel, to know, to love. Why not try thou ? What if a beautiful love story begins ? With the broken, once broken ? What if the heart beats for the broken, and it skips all that was, once broken ? . #shalinitalks #mm #love #life #friendship #relationship #words #reflection #feelthefeels #oldsoul #StayMotivated #TheRealisticVibes #followformore #wordporn #writerscommunity #writersofinstagram #wordsmith #wordsofwisdom #wordsofworth #poemsofig #deep #emotions #poetrycommunity #writers #poets #igs #untoldphrases #inspiring #spirituality #writingthefeels Instagram : @phrasesunsaid @yourquoteapp : Untold Phrases
they say : “Maybe” is always a No.
| Deliemma |
I love silence and solitude.
While finding peace in the beauty of silence.
During the moonlight.
No matter how many people I joke around with,
At the end of the day,
I find peace in my very own familiar place,
while playing it with the words,
when the medicine of silence,
pours in my veins,
giving me strength,
to wake up next day.
But that’s what life is all about. Nah?
to get back to a familiar place.
To find comfort,
from all discomforts of LIFE.
P.S : Waiting for the day when someone tells the same as quoted :
“There is beauty in silence and you play it well with the words”
You wanted to gift her a “watch”,
just to let her feel special or to feel the times with you.
You wanted to see that smile,
via. this little things,
to let her cry,
for the times shared.
When you never wanted to give her time?
When you were running from the hard times,
you forgot to see the time,
and this is how you fixed,
Just to let her keep looking at the time,
and to wait for you to give her a little time,
to see you busy,
after once in a while,
to see you changing dp,status,stories,
snapping and so on?
Was it love from you?
Or maybe you just thought,
she couldn’t afford one.
was it an excuse?
to leave before time.
she never looked at the time,
when she was there along with you.
to feel worthless of the times with you,
to share snaps and moments along,
just to end this,
with the saying,
“keep this watch,
Your time is up/over”.
[ Short Story ]
P.S: Did she demand too much?
Or her expectations were too high?
Isn’t time is all we have?
That we can freely and possibly share with the loved ones.
“Now don’t tell me,
it’s difficult to explain,
All i learnt from time,
time is all we have,
If not now,
It’s all about finding One,
rest are just an excuse.”
“If I had 5 mins for myself,
I would possibly take out,
5 extra minutes for you that equals to 10”
Everything is changing,
Do you notice this?
Do you get these feelings ?
Where you just dont know where and why you’re living , you’re just surviving for someone or something. And that someone is no one else than your parents, your family. Where you just want to make a life for them and forget about the chains and the past that bruised and crippled you in and out. You forgot to smile and life just turned out to be something you never wanted. But at the same time you feel happy inside and you just dont know what life actually wants ? But you need to learn to balance as it passes by all the joys and sorrows. Also, where you have no one beside to think about you, where you feel friends are no friends and you distance yourself. Life where you cant go too far or near. You just sit and live and try to find out true meanings of life.
Life gets better. Make sure you’re there to see it – just these positive thoughts make it worth once again. Do you ?
You’re really very nice.
The way you handle your mom and my mom.
The way you keep on working all day , here and there.
You’re a bit lazy
and has lost much confidence in life – this is what keeps you back. I know but i am ok , things will be fine. We can make things better together ,
But i don’t know what stops you from allowing us to work for you.
You want to do everything on your own and want us to study. But this doesn’t makes sense to me when i see my family in trouble, every single day?
When i see you all in pain, i cry within. I am numb now,
I can’t see mom this way,
I don’t want to stay here,
The fear keeps me awake whole night,
and people ask me why i don’t sleep!
How do i tell them?
They don’t believe my reasons.
Anyway it’s about us yeah?
you should change a little, according to the generation, the situation.
How much your child will sacrifice or how much will they understand?
You are broken from inside, i know, but you know the reason right?
Then why do you support your mom all the time,when you can differentiate the right and wrong?
Because everybody loves their mom?
But not on the condition that your mom hurts or play you all the time.
Things gets better sometimes.
And you give me a hope that everything is working out.
. . . . . .
It’s still the same.
Our family is complete yet incomplete.
I don’t see happiness in us.
I see us faking and struggling.
I see souls crying wanting to make things better yet
Destiny is stick to its position.
It’s not changing.
We know what can be done to make things better,
but we aren’t doing it.
Because you fear.
I do stop talking sometimes,
But i never left you.
I have a fear that i would lose all of you,
situations are getting worse,
some people just don’t let us live.
You tell us to understand,
for once understand from our point of views.
You know why i fear love?
Because i never saw love in my family,
I fear i would lose,
I fear that it’s never the same again like you both,
I never saw love in your eyes for mom, the kind of love every girl wishes.
Infact, mom doesn’t wish the same.
People call me hard.
But they don’t know what made me so hard,
so strong to fall in love.
. . . . . . . .
Maybe this is the reason why i love, when i love it will always be the only one that i love.
. . . . . .
You give me thousands of reasons to love,
but I am sorry
your love is still incomplete
And i have just one reason,
That’s My Mom.
i want to see that ‘zid’
for having me your life.
i want to see that ‘haq’
that i always wanted to owe.
i want to listen that ‘mine’
all over again.
i want to see my ‘share’
that you deleted.
i want to listen to you
all this while
when i wasn’t there.
i want to know
all that our absence made you feel.
i want to know all about your desire and happiness that you had ever seeked.
i want to know all the pain that i have given you,
just to correct myself
i want to know all that was hidden from me.
i want to know you once again.
i want to know us.
All over again.