How you want him to be ?

A puppet ? No. 

A Caretaker ? Sometimes.

The Real One ? Absolutely.

The Soul Seeker ? Definitely.

What else ? Yes. Many More.

But. But. Until When ?

Forever ? Yes. Oh No. Ah! Maybe.

Is it that you can never be “The Only One” for someone ? 

P.S. the above statement is my feeling!

But why? why did i even get these feelings?

Oh Darling! Stop. . .

Are you in love ? 

Hmmm.. Maybe? But it is a NO.

Than why?

Oh Darling, these feelings are just emotions that i receive from the people around. They love you right? They say, you complete them? but until when? you seek for someone who is flirtious and amusing other people?

Wait. I mean. . 

You seek for someone who say you whole lot of loving things? yet so disappeared and distanced from you? who calms you yet keeps you worried whole day? you became “The Only One” for this day? For him to love you anyway?

Did you remember the days when he asked he wanted someone just like you?

Did you remember when he said you, Youre “The Only One” i can rely upon. A Soulmate. A Guide. Someone who would share anything and everything. No matter what?

And now when you respect a person for his words, for his love, for his respect towards you, for his feels, for everything he has showered on you apart from his mistakes.

Somehow changes? No. it is not a change. He is feeling too. Yes. Apart from his struggles and pains. You feel it too. This is Love! You know why? Because for you it is his respect that you have felt for him. His family, his struggles, his pain that reflected in your soul.

And Darling, this respect that he has earned and that you have created shall never go no matter wherever he goes cause once someone turns out to be a Soul Seeker forever remains.

Yet, You might never be “The Only One” for someone for you will always want Him to be Him and You be You while no third person in between. No matter what is hurting or what is the hardest truth to be accepted or denial to be faced.

Advertisements

Author: untoldphrases

Too Realistic with deep and twisted thoughts.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s