Maybe i couldn’t be the right one.
Maybe i couldn’t stand up to your expectations.
Maybe i was the ‘Only One’ for once.
Maybe i never prioritized you to the extend you had ever wished.
Maybe the fault was in me.
Maybe i have hurted you always unknowingly.
Maybe my anger and ego was so high that i couldn’t see your love.
Or just maybe i didn’t wanted to see it.
Maybe there must be a reason behind everything.
Maybe my silence was a reason.
Maybe someone else prioritized you more than herself.
Maybe i couldn’t give you the feelings that you always gave.
Maybe my doubts . .
No . . but my fears and the distance between us took you away from me.
Maybe i am the only reason behind it.
I blame not you but myself.
I blame not you but my fears.
I blame not you but my uneven efforts.
I blame not you but my behaviors.
I blame not you but my aloofness towards you.
I blame not you but my ego.
I blame not you but my unexpressive behavior.
I blame not you but my silence and unshared feels.
I blame not you but myself for blaming you.
I blame not you but myself for walking alone when you wanted to walk together.
I blame me for Us.
But if you ask me once again and give me our alone time in the silence,
Just than maybe i can get myself back to you,
for you always wanted the same too !