It’s been months now
and you came back your home.
I remember everything
and how you used to be!
The way you always came before to meet me –
but this time “again” you didn’t.
Though the love is still not faded
And the little heart still cares.
But you didn’t turn up
to resolve things –
based on whole misunderstandings.
if you wanted to – you could.
The way you messaged a month ago –
With all those “no harsh feelings and to rely on”
You could have appeared this time.
Look the destiny
that i believe in –
felt like you’re coming back
And you came!
Just on the day
I was about to message you to meet me once when you return.
How could i message you ?
When you already returned.
( wouldn’t it feel like i am curious or in a hurry )
While you meet all other friends
and leaving me behind.
Had a big smile on my face
as i saw your post over Snapchat.
Cause i wanted to meet you bad.
But see the situations you have made.
The day passed
and the nights so dark.
Waited for a text –
For once, if you wanted as much as i.
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Just maybe if you waited for my message.
I was waiting for yours.
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Just next day after you returned –
It was sunday my dear friend
it must be a family day for you
How could i knock you?
I went out with the rest of our friends.
Hoping you would surprise me there.
But you were nowhere –
Wanting to call you to come along
But things weren’t the same.
I wanted to meet you once again –
And No one else.
Couldn’t you just say
“I need you back and everything you feel”
instead of being formal
cause you know right?
She never liked you being formal with her.
keeping her feelings behind.
She maintained a bestfriendship
for his sake of friendship
not for this day
there is nothing called ‘bestfriendship”
The Chaste soul
became a retarded special.
While smiling on her way
She turned from being –
beautiful , gorgeous , pretty
to a nightmare.
She is trying to fake –
Cause being nice , similar and realistic
As he said :
Forever is You
Yet the strongest pillar shaked.
Just to hold his friendship forever –
The feelings remained unexpressed and hidden within herself –
Unseen by him ,
Yet unrecognised by themselves.
Be straight enough to say
“I want you”
“I love you”
“I need you”
“I miss you”
“I care for you”
“I wanna hold your hand now and forever”
“I won’t ever leave you”
“I need you back”
“I still love you”
“I want this”
“I don’t like this”
“I hated this”
“I loved this”
“Improve your habits”
“We need to talk”
“We are lacking here”
“This is our problem”
“This is not working”
“We need to improve this”
“I dislike this things”
“I am possessive about”
“I am in love with you”
“I loved you”
ETC. ETC. ETC.
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This way the ‘Us’ works.
No friendship. No relationship works smoothly. Everybody had struggles until the final day to say “yes we made it”
Everyone goes through struggles which they don’t show. But they simply sit and talk about it. To make it last, and that’s how people look forward to them and has that smiles on their face to say,
“They made it last”
“They holded forever tight”
“They are still together”
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P.S : I have seen people looking forward to friendships and relationships like, “hey they look good together, oh my god they are still together and so on.” Those people has great smiles on their face, i know they wish the same, ofcourse who don’t?
But the people who hide behind these smiles are somewhere the one who leaves in between the friendships and relationships not making it till the end cause of their mindset which says, “it’s not working” “i tried” etc,etc,etc.
But the fact is, when did you try? did you talk to the one with whom it’s not working? did you sit together to sort things? to complain? to disregard? and theron, to make it further,the best? or you just chose to leave the struggles in between?
Cause i believe nothing works without struggles, whatever it takes to achieve glory and success holds struggles and hardships, be it in family,friends,career, relationships.
And you say ?
Nothing last forever.
It’s cause you don’t want to.
It’s cause of your own mindset that makes you leave in between.
Thereafter, you have smiles on your face for those people who you see having good friendships with one another forming love or whatsoever, continuing the friendships since days and years?
Do they come to show or say about their struggles and all that they have been through, brought them to this place since years, which brings a smile to your face wishing the same?
But that’s how
We can say
“They made it last”
“They are still together”
nothing goes smooth in life
and that’s what
Journey is all about.